Original Book Soundtrack · Crazy Beautiful Mess
The Woman I Became
21 songs. One story.
When I finished my memoir, the chapters still had more to say. So I gave them a soundtrack.
These are original songs for anyone who has been through something, kept going, and is still becoming. Listen on their own, or alongside the book.
Listen on SpotifyRead the Memoir
Now streaming on Spotify.
The 21 songs
Three parts, in the order they play, following the memoir from the beginning to the next chapter.
Part I
The Beginning
- Before the Turning Point
- Too Much
- Three Words That Should Have Been Free
- The Choosing Kind
- Looking for Love in the Wrong Light
- I Thought That Was Love
- Wrong Kind of Wanted
Part II
The Hard Middle
- When It All Came Down
- What It Cost Me
- Nobody Sees This Part
- Another Round
- The Days I Counted
- The Grief Beneath the Grief
- The Silence We Inherited
Part III
Love, Truth and Becoming
- Love Without Earning It
- Ten Years In
- You Said I Could
- Let the Truth Be Complicated
- The Empty Chair
- The Woman I Became
- Turn the Page With Me
Listen right here
Press play below, or open the full album in Spotify.
Start with the story
The soundtrack follows my memoir, The Woman I Became, a story of survival, desire, healing, and coming home.
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About Crazy Beautiful Mess
Crazy Beautiful Mess is the music project of LC Ballesteros, Love Coach, American Board-Certified Sexologist, and author of The Woman I Became.